THERAPY

I'm begin to believe I need therapy. I look at all the stuff I deal with and I think it may end up driving me crazy, on the inside I don't think ppl realize how serious Stress, Pain & Lack of Love is. I do vent but that's begining to be not enough. I feel like Im burning and crying in the inside. I keep telling myself I wont let it get to me. I wont let her see me cry but its becoming beyond hard and fustrating. I dont wanna end up scared for life. Im not gonna give up this close to the end of the road. Im gonna try my best to stick it out, keep my dukes up & stay prayed up. Because God only tests thoes he knows will be victorious. So God keep me strong, friends send positive vibes.


plz comment. thanks

_kash

This Passed Week

OK so Christmas was OK my Brother & Sisters came over along with my grandmother (Mama). My Mother cooked I helped her & I made the macaroni & cheese she complained the whole time but no one really payed her attention BC she offered no one asked her to. LOL I got a new Celli its a Red Matrix & I love it I also got some clothes they where Cluch. The day after My Bestest Mom came to get me & I spent the weekend with them at Gradmas house & my well idk what to call him but Kyle was there also & we got to spend some time together. I do really like him he's Completly Beautiful to me like inside & out he has the cutes laugh & he's always making me smile :). For Christmas he got me "Sex and the City the move Special Edition" OMG I almost screamed I Love that move & He got me George Lopez Session 1&2 on DvD, awww right? LOL. On Saturday we all went to the Mall & the movies We saw "Yes Man" it was funny of course Jim Carrey is in it, & my gosh he's getting old. I wanted some Chipotle but I didn't get any :( umm. that night Kyle & I stayed up all night & watched movies together it was so romantic & sweet he held me in his arms all night, well until I went to the din to go to sleep. Sunday night I left but that day was cool we all chilled. When I was about to leave he carried my bags, walked me out, opened the door & kissed me good bye. He's such a Dream!

The Intro

Okay... my name is Kashmir Amber but everyone call me "Kash" I'm 17 my birthday is November 5th Scorpio yes, I'm a yungin...I'm a senior c/o 09' "lets go' at Bellflower High. I'm a BEAUTIFUL,fun, cool, chill person I love fashion. I'm always trying new things with my clothes... No I don't wanna be a fashion Designer but it's a field I wouldn't mine getting into...but I have the the best Bestest in the world, hes a jerk in his own way. But ily he always there with out me asking him to be.
I guess thats it for now so... Ttfn -KASH

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myspace= myspace.com/kashis_2hott

the DAY before CHRISTMAS EVE

I decided to make a blog