My New Year

As of 1/01/09 I am no longer SINGLE!!! Lol yes Kyle & I made it Official I am really happy truthfully it already felt like we where together it was just unofficial. This is how it went he got to my Nana"s at about 11:15 besides my weird ass cousin Tot harassing us & making odd conversation, we where ok... lol The way we got together was pretty funny, we where basically going back & forth about who should ask who out it was a intense debate...lol He said "I should ask him because about a month before he asked me & I said NO only because I had, had two that same year & really wasn't trying to have three in one year"... Now I said "why cant you just ask me Anything worth having is worth fighting for right?" So about 45min. went by and I said ok Mr. ill fix you! Im calling reinforcement my Sis Whit. So when I called her we both told her sides & Whit said she under stood both our sides, but we both where still waiting on the other to just ask already... Whit said, I'm making you guys official Ok as of now. lol so after that I turned to him held his face & said "Kyle will you be my BOYFRIEND"... He looked at me & said No... JUST KIDDING of course he said "YES" then he smiled & we kissed. Oh the first song that was on the radio was "Viva La Vida- By Coldplay" & the second  was "Heaven sent- Keyshia Cole" so that means those are our songs. lol I dont care what he says about them. After that we sat in the Freezing car & talked till about 3:20 because we both were tired. When I got in the house I wasn't even sleepy anymore all I could do was smile :) , watch Fresh Prince & lay comfortably in the bed. I called Whit & she said we were weird I just laughed. But I am really happy, he makes me happy, smile, he makes me feel like all the worry & sadness is gone when I'm with him or talk to him. But today really wasn't about all that his Nanna Passes... God rest her soul, & I just had to be strong  for him & be there for him I hope I was in the way he needed me to be. I care about him Sooo much you guys don't even know. An I hate that he hurts. But I just told him to go too sleep, because I know he has been up since 6' something this morning & I know he needs his rest. Right now I'm just about done with this blog I have Bobby Valentino's  - My Angel on repeat lol idk why, oh & its super cold outside so I'm about to go get some of that soup Mama mad (my Grandmother) I'm at her house I came today, also my Nana Gave me her birthstone ring We have the same one. Is really big ill post a picture if it kay but its Smoke topaz & it has four small Blue topaz stones on both sides of it one is missing but were gonna get that fixed Lol. Welp I guess I'm done for now...  Oh No I do not have a new yr's resolution. I just wanna pass high school I've come this far stop now.

TTFN

KASH-